been doing good lately. i had to cut someone out of my life like %80. it was a good move. i feel like a new person. like myself, instead of what i was when i was stressing. it was more than stress, it was depression and i didn't like it. i cut a lot of the drug use out of my life, too. i just do the good ones now, haha. i want to make dmt, because ( Read more... )

haven't been on here in forever. finally got a desktop, internet and cable. lots of shit going on. been busy as shit. im changing a lot at this point in my life. i have an extremely strong emotional attachment to someone i shouldn't, and with all my will power, i can't help it. i let it get to me and i shouldn't. i get self-destructive. hardcore ( Read more... )

at this point ( Read more... )

today i made some good ass food ( Read more... )

never mind. i win.

i have never tried to exercise true self control till now. i cannot do it. i am drawn to it. i am sad. i fail.

drugs

when you are broke and living in inhospitable conditions, life kind of sucks ( Read more... )

the past few weeks or so have been eventful ( Read more... )

Acid Mothers Temple is playing at the grog shop in cleveland again
april 12th 9pm $10

i am going for sure. even if i'm alone. i am pumped. i swear i won't be sober this time.