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at this point
i'm super lonely.
i know once i get into my place and have things settled, i can talk to no one and things will be perfect. i dont want to be around anyone. i know if it was me in my own controlled setting, i would be completely perfect with myself and a few animals and whatever i decide to do not including people. im just being drunk lonely and stupid.
i am self destructive. there is not skin left on my knuckles, just huge, deep scabs. i want to hurt myself. ive been like that since middle school.
I NEED MY DRUMS
i'm super lonely.
i know once i get into my place and have things settled, i can talk to no one and things will be perfect. i dont want to be around anyone. i know if it was me in my own controlled setting, i would be completely perfect with myself and a few animals and whatever i decide to do not including people. im just being drunk lonely and stupid.
i am self destructive. there is not skin left on my knuckles, just huge, deep scabs. i want to hurt myself. ive been like that since middle school.
I NEED MY DRUMS