Dec 12, 2009 21:15
haven't been on here in forever. finally got a desktop, internet and cable. lots of shit going on. been busy as shit. im changing a lot at this point in my life. i have an extremely strong emotional attachment to someone i shouldn't, and with all my will power, i can't help it. i let it get to me and i shouldn't. i get self-destructive. hardcore opiates keep me sane.
the band is doing good. we just finished recording one of our songs. we still dont have a name.
i'm going with my ex, alexis, to her brothers wedding. it'll be kind of awkward, but what ever. i get to dress up and see an old friend.
i'm learning how to manage my money. i need a girlfriend. blah blah blah. i'm going to go get a shower.