Some thoughts I had after a Salvia trip:

We are just little balloons filled with atoms. We are these aimless particles roaming around in this universe. There is no purpose--only the lack. That is beautiful, because with no purpose leaves so much SPACE for us to do as we wish, forever, and on through the universe we are able to make our own ( Read more... )

Crazy ( Read more... )

 I feel like things have been getting better. I haven't been feeling so crazy about EVERYTHING. Every single day is different, though; I will admit as much. I can't pretend that things will ever be normal again, or my definition of such things, anyway. I don't think I want to go back to " life as it was". I have been going through a lot of ( Read more... )

For some reason I have very strange dreams as of late...here is an example.:

My father and I were going to a movie, and as we left the house in Winter Park he was complaining. We got half way there, and for some reason he turn around. I was kind of mad, because I paid for the tickets, and he blew it off. As we were driving back we saw Funeral ( Read more... )

I suppose I go in random spurts...spitting tid-bits of nothingness out here, and there...only when needed.

I have been experiencing a lot of new hap's as of lately; probably since January.Maybe I have been allowing myself certain things..or allowing others I should say. Basically, I am allowing things, because ultimately who is the decision maker ( Read more... )

I don’t know where things went wrong with me…but I feel like I’ve become a timid shadow of the person I’ve always wanted to be. And I’ve been thinking about my past today…thinking of all those times I was afraid…and all those times that I felt worthless and ashamed. I know, I thought I was strong. I said I would never change…but that burning house ( Read more... )

i have been blank as of lately. not knowing what to say and when to say it in the right moment i mean to say it is so cool. sike. i don't know so much anymore, not as if i did prior; just more lost than usual. i am stuck in that irreversible trans where i can see, hear, and comprehend everything that is going on around me, but i am stuck on mute, ( Read more... )

AND THE RED SOX WIN!!!!

i have been going through this awesomely weird learning craze..i don't know what it is. anything i can learn about i have been reading.
i read this thing all about galileo and how he didn't invent the telescope, contraray to popular belief, he was just one of the first to actually use it to look at the sky....poor bastard only had like 20x ...hahah ( Read more... )

ok so here's for a little update.....

i really don't believe in putting my personal thoughts in here because i feel like that's just lame and shit but this is mostly just crap..hahah so shoot.

so i was on my way to publix and, as i was leaving my subdivision i saw these two kids my age in their car, so i stopped and asked if they were ok. the girl ( Read more... )