After the Salvia..
Some thoughts I had after a Salvia trip:
We are just little balloons filled with atoms. We are these aimless particles roaming around in this universe. There is no purpose--only the lack. That is beautiful, because with no purpose leaves so much SPACE for us to do as we wish, forever, and on through the universe we are able to make our own destiny. I want to make this shit come true. And I definitely want to meet more people who don't believe things that are forced fed to them. That aren't apart of this zombie nation; this, Xanaxed lifestyle that so many have come to call " normal"? What is normal? There isn't a normal. Only abnormal, and what a great thing? What is so wrong with being so abnormal? Speaking up, and making people feel uncomfortable? Isn't that what we used to be? A society of rebels that exercised our amended rights? What happened?? Where are we? I hope we're not all zombieeesss....because I don't eat meat!
Sore feet from walking away, and blistered insides from the sun cooking me with its power from within.
Things are not always great, but there is an end to the day when the sun hides, and the night rises. I see refuge in the freedom of the endless dark. I try to look upon eternity with optimism, and release my soul to the most righteous ways. I am up, and down like the days, but always Up, then down..but, back up again. I remember up, and what it looks like. UP! I try to let those sub-atomic things take me where I really belong, not where I think I belong.
Here is this life, and what I think. I can think, and think about what I think I think...what I think I know.., or what I think is. But, I will always end up not knowing for certain. Thinking is always just a guess when it is about the works of you and life.