I miss toasted english muffins with butter.

Cereal with almond milk and sweetener.

Yogurt bowls with berries and oats and peanut butter.

I miss potatoes.

I miss turkey sandwiches and wraps.

I miss tuna and crackers.

I miss that brief but beautiful period of time where if something sounded good I would get the ingredients, make it, and eat it.

My husband's been complimenting me since my ten pound loss.  He often does, but it feels different now for obvious reasons.  Today he said, "why ya looking so good lately?"

:/

I guess I can say I'm solidly down ten pounds.

Felt dizzy.

Took it as a positive.

I dumped the vodka.

I was waking up feeling like absolute garbage every morning.  This morning is particularly bad.  And I can't tell what's from restriction and what's from booze.  I can't restrict as effectively anymore.  I eat a bit more, or eat a snack at an earlier time or feel dehydrated etc.  Or I feel even more tired.  This is why I stopped ( Read more... )

chestbones starting to show a bit under my skin

Its all these tiny stupid little things ( Read more... )

Anorexia ( Read more... )

Was fluctuating wildly between 136-138 ( Read more... )

Anorexia
Alcohol
Constantly battling in my head