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Anorexia.
My eating disorder.
Its a polite way to absolutely destroy myself. A quiet sort of self destruction. The opposite of a bomb. The kind that doesn't bother anybody. The kind that no one really notices. Not for a long long time anyway. The kind of self harm that doesn't show itself for quite awhile. Not until it shows on my skin. Not until the shrinking screams it out. And even then it screams silently.
My eating disorder.
Its a polite way to absolutely destroy myself. A quiet sort of self destruction. The opposite of a bomb. The kind that doesn't bother anybody. The kind that no one really notices. Not for a long long time anyway. The kind of self harm that doesn't show itself for quite awhile. Not until it shows on my skin. Not until the shrinking screams it out. And even then it screams silently.