So I got a call today from Emily, the girl I was crazy about who blew me off and then heard nothing from until today, weeks later ( Read more... )

So that girl who stood me up before, I haven't officially spoken to since before the last incident. I know what I should do. I know what I should feel. But what I know and what is actual are two different things ( Read more... )

So it's officially my birthday, and I'm about as far from happy as one might get ( Read more... )

So I looked and saw my last post was put on here about five months ago. It's odd, since I've been writing down lengthy thoughts at my job when I got bored. Truly deep things too. If you ever just start writing about your thoughts without a direction one of two things will happen. You will get more meaningful or more absurd, both are fun ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my last day at Mac Grill. I quit because I was unhappy and I kinda dreaded going in every day. You shouldn't do that at your job. My manager told me in a conversation after I clocked out that she didn't believe that my heart was really in customer service ( Read more... )

After briefly chatting with Mr. Wolfe a few days ago I've been throwing around the idea of moving to another city. Los Angeles to be specific ( Read more... )

So I'm feeling better about things today. Almost always is the case that one must sleep on it before coming to conclusions. I realize that I am still, in some way or another, grieving over the loss of my old relationship but moving on is the best thing. I'll still talk to her, but as a friend ( Read more... )

When you spend most of your time alone the world tends to pass you by. The world seems to forget that you're there, as a matter of fact. I'm not making reference to my friends. I know I'm not literally being forgotten. I just feel left behind ( Read more... )

So it's been a long time since I've posted ( Read more... )

Haven't found a job yet. Not that I don't mind the break but I'm starting to feel that edge of "there's nothing to do, good god get me out of this room", ya know? I do have some things I could be doing, but I need a job so I can at least feel like a member of society ( Read more... )