Wow...  Totally forgot this thing even existed....  It wasn't until last week that I even thought about it.  Well, there's a big reason why:  I want to die.  I'm 31 years old.  In a loveless relationship with someone who hates my passions and hates me for being passionate about them.  My friends actively avoid me now.  I have a job I enjoy but Im ( Read more... )

its fascinating really ( Read more... )

well, figure ill go ahead and post some stuff on here-its only been two months yknow? Well, thinned down a lot, clothes look pretty big, have a goal of 185, think im down to 190, building up my arms too. well, i do need to look nice for all the pretty girls and boys out there right ( Read more... )

i guess its finally over ( Read more... )

so, well, its permanent now ( Read more... )

So, I have finally hit it ( Read more... )

haven't you ever just wanted to curl up into a ball and pretend nothing has ever happened ( Read more... )

well ( Read more... )

gonna try to sleep now...
storming here, gonna be a struggle, great... wish me luck.. if you care.

well ( Read more... )