and once more unto the breach
its fascinating really...
such control over others, only to find out such control doesn't actually exist except in your head. With more than 50+ people all wanting to play Battle For Bast, its like I truly have my own army, even if it only shoots foam darts. But damnit, i just dont know about it, i hate to admit it, but im almost terrified of having that many people all looking to me for what to do. And to be one of the head people for Rooney, and all the while having to worry about my GRE, Grad School, my Ph.D., no money in the bank, paying back my new car, homework (as fascinating as it all is), and then people asking me to direct Rocky Horror, it's just too much. So.. I'm just going to focus on my studies, rooney, and bfb. The rest can wait. Oh, and try to find a girlfriend and boyfriend-just gotta keep eatin less than what i always do at college, and exercise-gotta remain fit, or at least somewhat. i dont know, i just feel awash in a sea of confusion, but i guess that just comes with the territory. Oh well, i've made it through worse, just gotta suck it up and go with it. maybe listening to some classical music and opera will help calm me down.
such control over others, only to find out such control doesn't actually exist except in your head. With more than 50+ people all wanting to play Battle For Bast, its like I truly have my own army, even if it only shoots foam darts. But damnit, i just dont know about it, i hate to admit it, but im almost terrified of having that many people all looking to me for what to do. And to be one of the head people for Rooney, and all the while having to worry about my GRE, Grad School, my Ph.D., no money in the bank, paying back my new car, homework (as fascinating as it all is), and then people asking me to direct Rocky Horror, it's just too much. So.. I'm just going to focus on my studies, rooney, and bfb. The rest can wait. Oh, and try to find a girlfriend and boyfriend-just gotta keep eatin less than what i always do at college, and exercise-gotta remain fit, or at least somewhat. i dont know, i just feel awash in a sea of confusion, but i guess that just comes with the territory. Oh well, i've made it through worse, just gotta suck it up and go with it. maybe listening to some classical music and opera will help calm me down.