i'm on campus. about 2 hours until class so i figured i got time to write. i just participated in this study that had me sit infront of a computer with my head in a chin rest and start at a circle while trying to figure out of the object around it were the same or different. there were 13 trials of 32 frames. a bit much i would say fuckkk ( Read more... )

 Blast from the past!!! totally forgot about these online journals until jess and i spent hours reading all of my old entries today. i really love that i wrote everyday and can go back and read 6 years later. i wish i wrote more during certain periods, although i know some things i will never forget.

so yeah, today i had class at ten then my second ( Read more... )

wind begs these branches to fly away
as limbs flail frantically
trying to escape its bounded structure.
"i wish i could join you,
but im rooted here"
lets make this liaison look like a party.
unfaithful leaves carelessly dance in the street
knowing the end is near.

you've planted a seed ( Read more... )

the eyes of my heart have yet to blink since my first encounter with you

like melting candles our bodies molded together letting our single flames glow brighter as one

a breath so sharp it cuts the evil from within

i promised myself never to sleep on a broken heart...i now lay awake for hours.

oh glorious world ( Read more... )

trying to hold back the tears,
everytime you cross my mind.
why must we all be so sad
to know you happy
and no longer suffering.
if nothing else,
i do understand one thing...
if i were God,
i'd want to have you with me too.

after stepping into murky waters ( Read more... )

though this storm has settled ( Read more... )

silence consumed our time without asking ( Read more... )