i owe to you, this transformation
an image even a mirror cannot explain,
a stranger to both you and i.
recollections echo down endless hallways
only able to close old doors
after truth unlocks these righteous gates.
stepping out of the darkness
vibrant rays exposed your true complexion
with this new air to breath in
i'll exhale every thought of you

remembrant of innocence
i time when sleep cured the sickest illness.
now with a disease so foul,
i cannot fully emerge into unconsciousness.
simplicity washed away with filth
so unjust, it darkened the purest of souls
the rise of the tides may never dissolve this guilt.

Intoxicated amourgrab your poison ( Read more... )

a beautifully painted picture may be the lure
perfect illusion
capture a few to show the truth
let compassion seize
embrace this fantasy
as you drift through this dream
you drag these idols through nightmares
like rocks through sand
they surface as diamonds
and you emerge more weary and worn then ever.

enabling my speech with just your presence.
you asked me to talk,
and at that moment,
there were no words
no words for me
no words for you
no words for what i experienced
emotionally, mentally, spiritually.

Batting Average: 100

youve had more practice,
to you it was just another game
in your on-going season
i pray you will find another sport.

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( Another Survey )

i dont keep my thoughts in my head ( Read more... )

They always say they are trying to prepare you for the real world. But you can’t prepare yourself for those kind of experiences. They aren’t things you learn in school or things people can teach you. Some things you have to learn on your own, through your experiences. This past year I think I have learned more about life than I have in 12 years of ( Read more... )

( Survey )

So far this weekend I have watched 7 movies...

Laws of Attraction
Kate and Leopold
White Chicks
Jerry McGuire
You Can Count On Me
War of the Worlds
Patch Adams

I still have to watch Princess Bride and Bridget Jones.
And I wanted to watch You've Got Mail. Real bad.
I love movies.

And today at the mall we went to the book store. I really wish I had the time ( Read more... )