I've been in a couple situations in the last few weeks where I have been in a more-or-less casual environment with females, both friends and new acquaintances (and not feeling particularly shy). On these occasions, I'm finding that I'm thinking more and more about making physical contact with them (not actually doing it, just thinking about it). ( Read more... )

I mentioned it briefly in my last post, but I have officially signed up (and subscribed) to eHarmony. This match-matching service used about a billion bits of information about you to match you with the most perfect matches possible. It seems like its properly geared toward my level of romantic socializing. It does the work of finding the people ( Read more... )

Just reformatted the hard drive and reinstalled Windows (it only took three attempts to get it working ( Read more... )

I realized today that I still had a "sucky" post, and since that's not really representative of where I am right now, I thought I'd adapt an email I just sent to a friend which does a pretty good job of describing my life as it now stands ( Read more... )

I just had a short, but useful chat with a friend from Everquest (I recently grew closer after providing her emotional support when she needed it).  I then went out and tied little strings around my maple trees, but that's irrelevant ( Read more... )

I hate this ( Read more... )

Is the time right to sign on with eHarmony again?

Do I try to take Cassie and Rose hiking in the Gorge this weekend?

What should be my next structured activity I should do to assist me in meeting and getting to know women?  (A shy person like me benefits from having something to do, like salsa, in the company of others.)

I feel like this computer game is killing me.
Or numbing me out... same thing.

I play all weekend, almost every weekend.  The only reason I can find is that I get to spend at least a little time with friends.  I spend a lot of time alone though.

I wish I had real-world friends I could waste the weekend with.

I wish I felt loved.

It seems I was "tagged".  I don't know what it means but I think I have to do a "Four Truths and a Lie" post ( Read more... )

Since the majority of my readers are women whom I have open and personal friendships with, I think this might be an appropriate way to ask this question.  I'm not trying to imply or create any sort of deeper relationship from this... I just would appreciate honest and open opinions from the female perspective.  (If you are a male reader, you can ( Read more... )