Shit sucks. I don't have a job. I'm fucking lazy as hell, and tend not to do anything about it. I tryed to get ahold of Tracie to tell her happy birthday yesterday....didn't happen. Can't get ahold of her today. I'm pretty sure Amy is pissed off at me, which I don't like. I tryed to quit smoking, but that didn't even last for a day. It just so ( Read more... )

"Walking Is Still Honest ( Read more... )

It's almost been a fucking year, I hate this hing adn I can't sleep an dI'm bored so I'm typing to a formatted program that will convert this text to the page. Damn, I'm kool. We take forgranted how simple or complicated things can get, but at the same time, I say that you should just let things flow. Both letting things flow, yet grasping the ( Read more... )

Today has been a good day so far. Jen is supposed to come over to watch Dahmer with me tonight. It's a good movie, just not enough gore....oh well. I went with her and Amber last night and saw Tuck Everlasting. It was good all the way up until the end. I flipped out and started yelling calling this chic a cunt because she didn't wait for the guy, ( Read more... )

Sometimes the last events of one, is the start of shit for everyone else they love.

Today has been one of the shittiest days of my life.

If you care to know, and have the balls to ask, feel free to do so.

This explains my attitude right now:


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Well, I gues alot has happened since I last wrote in this thing. I stopped being a total asshole to pretty much everyone. Heh, I never even realized it til recently. I'm moving into a new apartment......thats on the other side of the same balcony, and only because its a one bedroom so it gets some needless family out of the place and off of my dad' ( Read more... )

EmoIsNotAProduct: Jacques, are you busy ( Read more... )

I feel really shitty right now. About a month ago I got depressed to the point I was going to hang myself outside. The only person that talked to me at the time, kept me from killing myself. Now, she is the one who is depressed, and the best thing that I can do for her is to sit and wait and leave her alone. I have no problem with that, if I didn't ( Read more... )

I dunno, I haven't posted lately ( Read more... )

Wow, It seems like just yesterday when everything was fine, and the only things that were goiong wrong were my own mistakes. Never thought things would go wrong. I knew something might have happened, just didn't expect it so soon. It seems like I've waist time time with so many people. And for what, because I wanted some friendship, at least in my ( Read more... )