Long time..................
Well, I gues alot has happened since I last wrote in this thing. I stopped being a total asshole to pretty much everyone. Heh, I never even realized it til recently. I'm moving into a new apartment......thats on the other side of the same balcony, and only because its a one bedroom so it gets some needless family out of the place and off of my dad's support. Today is my 18th birthday and now I can buy porn and cigarette's........woopie *twirles finger around above head*. I need a pack of cigarettes though, I'm glad its legal now, I just need to get an over age girlfriend and skip to being twenty one so I can buy beer. I found out that its not illegal to drink alcohol in a private residence, as long as noone drinking underage is outside, then its drunk and disorderly. But other than that I think I'm going to drink beer as much as possible, I miss that stuff. I found out some very very very very fucking horrible news about a friend, so feel like shit and I want to speak to people even less than planned, which is still none. I had my perfect birthday planned out today, I wasn't going to see anyone, except for Amy in the hospital. I've looked at past birthdays and my friends have tended to, one way or another, fuck my whole day up by upsetting me or pissing me off. I figured, they can wait a day and I just wont com in contact with any of them. That would work except I called gibson this morning, but that was to see Amy. I also called Poguie just to say hey because I haven't talked to her in forever, I was surprised that she rememebred my birthday, she said she was gonna call me but she forgot my number(I knew she forgot something), but that was really kool. Especially since my own dad still hasn't said anything or remembered. Thanks =c) Poguie. I dunno, but I like this song alot:
Misfits - Fiend Club
we wont pretend
that this is the end
we´re not losers all of the time
we march and we fall
we´re one and for all
it´s just evil all of the time, all of the time
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
not you, not you
you dress so messed up
your hair is to long
but i´m changing it all of the time
we march and we fall
we´re one and for all
it´s just evil all of the time, all of the time
evil all the time
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
not you, not you
evil all the time
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
not you not you
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
not you, not you
not you, not you
we are the fiend club........
Yeah, I like the misfits, and I'm very full of hate, and thats probably the nicest song I could compare to my hatered for humanity right now. I could probably find something better, but thats what I'm listening to at the moment.
Well, I'm going to go sit around doing nothing until my dad gets up. I wonder if he realizes he has no say on what I do anymore in my mind, which is all that I give a fuck about. I guess he'll have to find out when I don't come home from school all week because I'm doing things that are more important than being anywhere near him.
Misfits - Fiend Club
we wont pretend
that this is the end
we´re not losers all of the time
we march and we fall
we´re one and for all
it´s just evil all of the time, all of the time
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
not you, not you
you dress so messed up
your hair is to long
but i´m changing it all of the time
we march and we fall
we´re one and for all
it´s just evil all of the time, all of the time
evil all the time
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
not you, not you
evil all the time
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
not you not you
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
we are the fiend club
not you, not you
not you, not you
we are the fiend club........
Yeah, I like the misfits, and I'm very full of hate, and thats probably the nicest song I could compare to my hatered for humanity right now. I could probably find something better, but thats what I'm listening to at the moment.
Well, I'm going to go sit around doing nothing until my dad gets up. I wonder if he realizes he has no say on what I do anymore in my mind, which is all that I give a fuck about. I guess he'll have to find out when I don't come home from school all week because I'm doing things that are more important than being anywhere near him.