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Somebody loves you
He should be thanking every God in existance for allowing him the divine privilege of your attention -
Blue hue about the days
Been stressed lately, very stressed ( Read more... ) -
Balance, Aka, tracking how I go from sad to happy through venting
I think I have a problem, and it's pretty bad to have to admit it. I'm thinking of seeing some kind of mental health professional just to make sure, I'm starting to consider the pro's and cons of medication most patients take. It sounds melodramatic, maybe a little paranoid, but I think that it's a possibility. So I admit I have a problem, to be ( Read more... ) -
Hurt
Right now, I feel a lack of trust ( Read more... ) -
Bittersweet
The Good ( Read more... ) -
Chapter One; Part one: The Lonely Daze
I haven't stopped writing my personal journals, just not posting as often. First manner of business, I have yet again dyed my hair, a better blonde than last time, and people seem to have a lot of good words about it, usually they'll compliment the pink, green, or other colors, but blonde's gotten the most positive reactions. Which is nice, I ( Read more... ) -
Trust wavering and patience straining
I don't feel so good today. I have a bad habit of pulling a kind of armadillo move with my feelings and shutting the world out of my head. It gets very noisy when this happens, inside my head, I don't say much, but inside that cranium is painfully loud gears working. All these feelings and emotions I just want to flush out, I just want my ( Read more... ) -
Halloween
After Halloween- Some Nights don't deserve the breath to live. Had to come home to find more reason to curl up an hate the world. I get so sick of all this pressure this house puts on my head. I wish Death would just wash over us in our sleep so that no more drama would have the chance to come up the next morning. I'm tired of always worrying, ( Read more... ) -
Mystic Stop sign
Today was LBCC's mystic fair, mostly put on by the Pagan club, which I feel kind of guilty for not attending so often, but you know, busy, busy. Anyway, I decided to peek in and have some readings done, it was donating to good causes and, well, I was curious. I got three readings, wanting to check out some styles I'm not familiar with, since the ( Read more... ) -
Life as I know it
I didn't think that I'd end up bitching one day about how no good deed goes unpunished, I'm used to similar occurrences, but when I directly tried to do what was good, it kind of blew up in my face and it's some kind of bullshit.
Anyway, summaries
School:
going good, kind of hitting the mid-term slump, but picking myself up cause don't want ( Read more... )