Been stressed lately, very stressed ( Read more... )

 I think I have a problem, and it's pretty bad to have to admit it. I'm thinking of seeing some kind of mental health professional just to make sure, I'm starting to consider the pro's and cons of medication most patients take. It sounds melodramatic, maybe a little paranoid, but I think that it's a possibility. So I admit I have a problem, to be ( Read more... )

I can feel a pain, physical, and beyond ym control, that I'm afraid of for the first time.

When I was thirteen, I was already thinking of death everyday, I had nothing I didn't already imagine losing, being cut open like so many stuffed animals being assembled was hardly a threat. Bring on the morphine and the needles, the pain, the loneliness ( Read more... )