I am so absolutley frustrated at the majority of the people who are closest to me in my life right now. I feel like I am struggling to help people who refuse to do anything for themselves to see themselves out of the situation that they are in. No they would much rather bitch and "woe is me" about shit going on but refuse to take any steps to ( Read more... )

Kirk bounced his rent check this month... again.... this is like the 3rd time this has happened.

Im at a loss for words but running high on emotions.. not good ones.  Sigh.

Kirk left for Portland last night. What was planned to be a fun vaca to see his family around his neices birthday has soured slightly.  Kirk's Step Mom was diagnosed about 10 years ago with Alzhiemers.  She had to quit working about 6 years ago and her drivers licence was pulled.  Last year when we went to visit for Christmas, she was reduced to ( Read more... )

Even though unemployment fell through, and CA sent me an IOU for my taxes... I landed the opportunity to start working in the Bird Department of the Zoo!!  So on top of my already scheduled days for next month in the CZ, I'm going to start training on the "Savannah Birds" section of the Zoo...

This is going to give me a lot of opportunity to work ( Read more... )

Lately my dreams have been really fun and weird and lucid and wonderful.  But still all and all, Fucked up.  IThe animal theme has totally taken over my dreams, which makes sense because of the lack of animals in my life right now considering I haven't worked in over a month now. One night it's surfing dreams with Sharks and Whales and Tsunami's ( Read more... )

"The first five people to respond to this post will get something made by me! My choice. For you ( Read more... )

THe Curator of Primates sent me an e-mail and I'm going to meet with her tomorrow to discuss my qualifications for working temporarily in the primates section. I don't want to get too excited, but learned from my mistakes with the Hoofstock/Carnivores that sending a personalized e-mail with my experience dirrectly to the curator made a big ( Read more... )

So, I'm starting to run low on Cashola... and there are two (2) Positions available.  1 in Carnivores and 1 in Hoofstock. 
What do I want to do??

Well duh, I want to work with the big dangerous animals!!!  Of course!

Okay, here is what is going on inside my head.

Right now, I'm working on the Natives String.  Domestic Turkeys, Squirrel Monkeys, ( Read more... )

OKAY SO I have to admit that as of lately, I've been feeling extreme distance in my relationship.  we ar rarely intimate, rarely more than "roommates" who love each other I guess you could say.  So I'm fearful of this relationship turning into the kind my parents have.  If I'm upset about something and I let him know, I'm mean.  But I stress myself ( Read more... )

So... Where do I begin ( Read more... )