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Baby steps
It's been thirteen years since I started this journal, and almost five since I last posted. There has been a lot going in in my life for the past few years, and looking back time - and perhaps the mental clarity - to write has been scarce. The first thing I did when logging back in here was to go back and read the very first entires I made, back in ( Read more... ) -
How to keep on track
Okey friends, here's the deal. I just got back from the best week at work ever, in my life, amen.
I have spent the last week at “O-ringen”, a huge orienteering competition they apparently keep every year somewhere in the country. Now, one of the less known perks of my job is that it lets me join some of the more prestigious races in the country ( Read more... ) -
Turn of the knife
What the fuck ( Read more... ) -
Eks-El
It's been a real long time. Sometimes I amaze myself at how long I can pass without making a mark, a sign. I guess I get caught out there, in the real world. It is appealing fom time to time ( Read more... ) -
The Tough Confession
I really ought to post more notes here. I need a place to outlet, where I can sincerely show my true feelings, and Goodness knows that is hard enough.
Because the truth is I really don't like this life anymore. Don't get me wrong, I love my life in green, my life in uniform in so many ways.Just not in the way I'm living it now.
I loved my friends in ( Read more... ) -
Resurfacing
Haven't been here for ages. It is almost unfamiliar being here again, a stranger visiting a passed part of my life. It was a good part though. I am going to keep it.
Looking back I have been keeping this journal for almost five years now. 2005 was the year I got to know Jessie, Johan, Anja, Hanna and all the other people who have been a part of my ( Read more... ) -
Stung
Man. I just found out why there hasn't been any movie nights lately ( Read more... ) -
To Loke
So I had invited Chubby over for badminton tonight. He had brought his girlfriend, and although there is nothing in particuarly wrong with the girl she embodies some of the worst qualities a girl can have. That is a general attitude of Not Even Trying and laid for complaining when she thought Chubby sent too many balls my way ( Read more... ) -
Flowers shouldn't grow this early in the year
It has been ages since I last posted here, and I realize a lot of things have happened.
I acidentally had my first one nighter in the village in early december, and a week after that the tension finally got to high between me and Bugsy. After two hours of him stroking my legs and twirling my hair we were suddenly holding hands, and the step from ( Read more... ) -
The tension is rising
Shit ( Read more... )