ive been listening to peter gabriel's "in your eyes" and bob dylan "it aint me babe" on repeat the entire day.

i need a new camera.

i want a really good one. so now i gotta research and compare and all that fun shit. i wish i was more artistic. i wanna take a class in photography..and guitar. and a bunch of other neat stuff..ya never too old

i always seem to fall for musicians.

i wanna start up a journal on blogspot. i just dont have the patience to set it up. this is obvs of how tasteless my livejournal is. i missed the newspaper meeting yesterday..but ill go sunday and pick up a story. i dont think its that bad. i mean we're still in the first week here. im already really tired. and i have to do so much reading tonight ( Read more... )

im so pissed i believed shitbag's lies. once again, after how many years?! when will i learn? fuck it, its not even a lie that affects me but i just dont see why or how he does it! thank god i didnt tell him any of my shit i got going on. fucker doesnt deserve to know. i guess friends really cant work. i mean it cant when you fucking lie to me! i ( Read more... )

its hot and rainy and im sticky with sweat...mmm yeah saturday night. im itching for a new tattoo and something a bit more elaborate than my past ones....but it has to be including the shit stars i have ( Read more... )

i'm here. and it feels so good. i already might have visitors next weekend. i love my friends. yeah, i cant stop thinking about him. that shit was suppose to get out of my system. im excited for everything to start. but i enjoyed just walking around. my body is so sore though. i solemnly swear im up to no good. i need to take away text messaging ( Read more... )

i'm falling hard. he hasn't let me down yet. of course, we're apart now. damn school.

rainy days are the best days to write. school starts in two weeks..woo exciting. i have so much shit to buy. and my parents, yeah both of them, have become more and more undependable. i wonder if i can even find a ride up there..? im excited tomorrow i get to hang out with lindsay and deanna..and i miss them so much. i guess the whole thing with ( Read more... )

i havent written in awhile. i dont know, nothing really new to write about. some stuff happened in my favor. im going to boston finally and savings has been building. so im not as stressed about stuff anymore. i kinda work almost everyday and just chill out at night. which i dont mind. but everyone around me thinks its a shitty life. i really dont ( Read more... )

life has been shitty. but my attitude hasnt swayed too much below depression. my baby died and i couldnt handle it. i still get teary eyed when something remind me of him or i find his toys around. lauren's dog amber has cancer, and probably has a few months left. i feel worst for her cause of her mom. she's has had the shittest year imaginable i ( Read more... )