(note to self: my mom is blaring friggin American Idol, so don't mind me if I don't make much sense. It's almost impossible to concentrate with ghetto hippie pop singers making my eardrums bleed ( Read more... )

I got into Mass Art! I'm really happy about that. I just have to convince my dad for me to take a 2 week summer program at the school in order to be accepted. The only problem is is that it's about $1,000 to do it. I mean, I'll pay for it if it comes down to that. I have a grand in the bank to support it. I just REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY ( Read more... )

So I'm sending out my applications to Mass Art and UMass Dartmouth. I gave my dad everything to be sent out so he can write out the checks for the applications. Stupid, stupid applications. I can't believe you have to PAY money to apply to school ( Read more... )

Just took a bunch of tests for fun...

I can't wait for this day....!!!

I start conflicts? Since forever? Wow, I need to get to know myself better.... ^.^'''

I'm a little worried about going to college. The way things are going, I think I might have to live on campus when I go next fall. I don't want to, but if I have to in order to get a good education. It'll hurt... being away from Cam and Joe-Joe. I'm gonna miss seeing them everyday, but it's about time I think for myself and my own future. I'm doing ( Read more... )

I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF SHIT. I'M SICK OF MY MOM, I'M SICK OF HAVING TO RELY ON PEOPLE! I'M SICK OF HAVING TO WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN, I JUST WANT TO FUCKING LIVE ON MY OWN. I WANT MY OWN LIFE. I WANT A DEGREE ALREADY AND A JOB. I WANT TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE A FAMILY OF MY OWN.... BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN DO A FUCKING BETTER JOB THAN MY OWN MOM! I ( Read more... )

UMass Dartmouth liked my portfolio. I'M SO HAPPY!!! At least something good is happening in my life ( Read more... )

Sometimes my mom is so ridiculously retarded, I love it ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I was able to update this journal ( Read more... )

Alot's happened since I last updated ( Read more... )