Dec 10, 2005 17:58
I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF SHIT. I'M SICK OF MY MOM, I'M SICK OF HAVING TO RELY ON PEOPLE! I'M SICK OF HAVING TO WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN, I JUST WANT TO FUCKING LIVE ON MY OWN. I WANT MY OWN LIFE. I WANT A DEGREE ALREADY AND A JOB. I WANT TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE A FAMILY OF MY OWN.... BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN DO A FUCKING BETTER JOB THAN MY OWN MOM! I WANT TO BE A GOOD MOM! I CAN BE!! I WILL BE AND I'M GOING TO BE!! I'M GOING TO BE INVOLVED IN MY CHILD'S LIFE AND NOT SIT ON MY FAT ASS ALL DAY AND WATCH HORRIBLE SITCOMS!!!!! I'M SO FUCKING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON'T WANT TO RELY ON JOE-JOE ANYMORE. I WANT TO GET MY OWN LICENSE AND DRIVE INSTEAD OF RELYING ON HIM. I FEEL SO BAD, HE DOES SO MUCH FOR ME, I WANT TO RETURN THE FAVOR SOMEHOW. ALL I WANT IS TO BE A GOOD WIFE TO HIM SOMEDAY. THAT'S ALL I WANT.
I JUST WANT TO ESCAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!