been a while
Alot's happened since I last updated.
I got the job, but I'm just a regular cashier, not even working in the Pharmacy. I'm a bit miffed over that, but I think of it as: "Hey, I'm still getting money." I work alot, actually. Or "training" as they call it. It's not even like training anymore. I'm doing most things on my own, no one really helps me unless I ask for it. I like the job, I really do. But y'know... some of the customers... sheeeeeesh. I can't believe some people. Some people are just do rude. They yell at me and accuse me of screwing them over, and although I want to bitch them out and smack them so bad, I have to be sweet as piss to them. It sucks even more because most of the rude people I get are old ladies, so if they get upset, it makes me look 10000000 times worse. But I like the job, I do. I can't wait until the new store opens. It'll be closer to home, and I can save money, or whatever I can.
I had a feeling this would happen as soon as I got a job. My mom is asking money from me. I have to pay her about $20 in gas money about every two days. I think that's a tad unfair. And also, she wants ME to pay Cam's Probation Officer a fine or whatever. She's already taken over $45 from me, out of the $90 I have to my name. I can't believe it. I'm soooo mad. I mean, the gas was bad enough, but now she's asking ME to pay for things SHE should pay for! And the WAY she asks me, it gets me so mad! It's like she EXPECTS me to pay. It's not even like asking. It's like "So Meg, on the 12th, I need 30-some-odd dollars to pay for this". It makes me so mad!! If she asks for any more money from me, I have to say no. I'm not the breadwinner of my household. I'm still a kid, I'm not supposed to support my mother. That's not the reason I got the job in the first place. I got it so I could save money. SO I CAN BUY A CAR. SO I CAN PAY FOR COLLEGE. SO I CAN GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER AND LIVE ON MY OWN. If she keeps draining money from me, I'll never be able to move out with Joe. It makes me so mad... how I can't save and buy things that I want. I have to suffer because she can't pay for herself.
Oh yeah, the phone is out too.
I'm just a little pissed. JUST A LITTLE.
And Joe is gone. He's in the Philippines for a month, I have a week and a half left until he comes home and I miss him soooooooooo much! I can't stand it! I want to huggle and cuddle with him! I feel bad now and I want comfort. It feels like he's never coming back!
JOOOOOOOOOOE, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! I LUFF YOU HUNNY!!!!
I got the job, but I'm just a regular cashier, not even working in the Pharmacy. I'm a bit miffed over that, but I think of it as: "Hey, I'm still getting money." I work alot, actually. Or "training" as they call it. It's not even like training anymore. I'm doing most things on my own, no one really helps me unless I ask for it. I like the job, I really do. But y'know... some of the customers... sheeeeeesh. I can't believe some people. Some people are just do rude. They yell at me and accuse me of screwing them over, and although I want to bitch them out and smack them so bad, I have to be sweet as piss to them. It sucks even more because most of the rude people I get are old ladies, so if they get upset, it makes me look 10000000 times worse. But I like the job, I do. I can't wait until the new store opens. It'll be closer to home, and I can save money, or whatever I can.
I had a feeling this would happen as soon as I got a job. My mom is asking money from me. I have to pay her about $20 in gas money about every two days. I think that's a tad unfair. And also, she wants ME to pay Cam's Probation Officer a fine or whatever. She's already taken over $45 from me, out of the $90 I have to my name. I can't believe it. I'm soooo mad. I mean, the gas was bad enough, but now she's asking ME to pay for things SHE should pay for! And the WAY she asks me, it gets me so mad! It's like she EXPECTS me to pay. It's not even like asking. It's like "So Meg, on the 12th, I need 30-some-odd dollars to pay for this". It makes me so mad!! If she asks for any more money from me, I have to say no. I'm not the breadwinner of my household. I'm still a kid, I'm not supposed to support my mother. That's not the reason I got the job in the first place. I got it so I could save money. SO I CAN BUY A CAR. SO I CAN PAY FOR COLLEGE. SO I CAN GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER AND LIVE ON MY OWN. If she keeps draining money from me, I'll never be able to move out with Joe. It makes me so mad... how I can't save and buy things that I want. I have to suffer because she can't pay for herself.
Oh yeah, the phone is out too.
I'm just a little pissed. JUST A LITTLE.
And Joe is gone. He's in the Philippines for a month, I have a week and a half left until he comes home and I miss him soooooooooo much! I can't stand it! I want to huggle and cuddle with him! I feel bad now and I want comfort. It feels like he's never coming back!
JOOOOOOOOOOE, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! I LUFF YOU HUNNY!!!!