sometimes i don't miss you at all. sometimes it's not a missing in the way that i should. sometimes i feel relieved. or even jealous. i know i'm better off, and you're left with nothing but it still stings and still feels empty on my end ( Read more... )

Wednesday, September 17, 2008 ( Read more... )

so i just watched this documentary about home births and stuff and i cant stop crying.

i am turning into a total sap but holy cow all i want it to have a baby and a life and a family and something REAL to live for that is bigger than myself.

whoathuhwefuawh

i feel like i don't have a home. i have no place where i can just go and feel like myself at all anymore. my parents and brother are going on a vacation without me or my sister on my birthday (and also when i will be off of work for two weeks). if i don't have a nervous/mental breakdown before then, it will be during that week for sure ( Read more... )

monday
class
jessie's (gg)
do theater paper

tuesday
work
class
workout
finish theater paper

wednesday
class [advisor appt at one]
finish response paper
start shakespeare paper
kbrad movie night

thursday
work
class
workout

friday
class
HALLOWEEN!

you are the only one to give me goosebumps and butterflies.
you'll never even know.

either way, we're here.

William Faulkner ( Read more... )

nowhere feels like home, and i think i might be okay with that for now

your eyes are the size of the moon