Dec 03, 2008 23:02
i feel like i don't have a home. i have no place where i can just go and feel like myself at all anymore. my parents and brother are going on a vacation without me or my sister on my birthday (and also when i will be off of work for two weeks). if i don't have a nervous/mental breakdown before then, it will be during that week for sure.
lately i've just been uncontrollably sad. it never leaves.