i give up.

we started the day off early, driving through the maze of canyons that make up this desolate state. the sun shone directly overhead, and everything looked so sterile. I rode shotgun, puffing away at a joint i haplessly rolled to pass the time. The seat was too familiar. the curves of the dashboard. The white noise in between ham radio stations ( Read more... )

there's this group of people at my school, a tight group of fashion seekers and music critics that all hang out together... what's weird is that i used to hang out around them at some points, until i got bored with their caddy gossip and comments on everyone but themselves. they are infallible. these people spend too much money on used clothing, ( Read more... )

The torrent of words swept in and cleansed all of our consciences clean. We'd been purged of the morality they'd forced into our heads. Logic reigns now ( Read more... )

i'd like to take this opportunity to say FUCK ALL OF YOU PRETENTIOUS ASSHOLES. i hate it when mother fuckers are ALWAYS going on about this underground band and that underground band, reciting the history of the group as well as the bio of every fucking member. people like that get on my nerves more than anyone else, the people who force music on ( Read more... )

There are greater sob stories out there. There have been better tragedies, more elaborate truths, more negative consequences, and larger tear drops. But still, this is the only story that affects me completely and only ( Read more... )

the new mars volta cd, "frances the mute" has left me awe struck. everyone must hear it.

I took too many pills today. Reached out a trembling hand from the floor, searched blindly for the phone. Clutched the orange bottle with a clammy palm. I forgot the number, collapsed in a heap of drook and clothing, rocking in the corner. Crying ( Read more... )

Wake up. Dripping with sweat. Mouth dry. Hands shaking. Heart thudding. Why is everything black and white ( Read more... )

i just realized that i have the world figured out. well at least something in me is sensing i do. maybe this is a core element of my personal development and self awareness? maybe i self-actualized? maybe im just another stoned sex-craved adolescent with big dreams and grey future ( Read more... )