Some times I really just want ti go back home. I think my trip back and the holidays are just getting to me. Its hard and being in such a struggle with everything makes that worse. But I love it here and this has become my home too but I honestly miss Michigan more than I ever imagined. I know id have money and could do things and have money to fix ( Read more... )

I've lost myself esteem, I've lost me. I depended on other people for happiness and I just don't care for myself anymore. It's scary, I'm distant from everything I love and was. I don't feel good inside or out and I feel like I've slipped into a sink hole. I'm just not happy anymore.
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Happy Birthday Alex!

holyshitdoilovethatstore.

yum. like, yum. stil no pictures with cause there was a bunch of press stuff going on so i couldnt interupt but yay for awesome sales people and damn the twins look good. ridiculous,, i tell you. te new hair is really working for joel in person.

new tattoo looks amazinggg.

happy birthday holly!

Happy Birthday Krisse!!!! <333

So since later last night, I've felt like I've been slammed by a fucking MAC truck. Then, taken out to the tracks in front of my dorm and RUN OVER ( Read more... )

so...this morning as i was walking into school, 'beautiful place' started playing and and I looked and things just seemed better. like i knew i was going to be okay. as the day went on though i found myself becoming more and more detattached and just...not good. i hate being compared to people and getting that feeling that they're so much better ( Read more... )

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