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Some times I really just want ti go back home. I think my trip back and the holidays are just getting to me. Its hard and being in such a struggle with everything makes that worse. But I love it here and this has become my home too but I honestly miss Michigan more than I ever imagined. I know id have money and could do things and have money to fix things when they break and it doesn't help that I want ti be there to be with him. I think about him constantly and know he's a big part as to why it feels harder. I just want to get out of thus funk and have things not go so wrong all the time.