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[veggielover]

so...this morning as i was walking into school, 'beautiful place' started playing and and I looked and things just seemed better. like i knew i was going to be okay. as the day went on though i found myself becoming more and more detattached and just...not good. i hate being compared to people and getting that feeling that they're so much better than me, and i know how selfish that sounds but it's true. i don't need to be the best, i just wish i could be better. i guess everyone does though.

I''m on my way to the doctor's right now to make sure thew cancer isn''t back again.