this was it ( Read more... )

I hold your hand against my barbed wire wristwatch. my beautiful one could you tell your blood from mine? I have only to turn my wrist to the left a quarter inch and both our hands will scream out as much to soak our shirts. or would you be the one to turn? to push your hand deeper into mine only to wince at the sight of our arms growing more ( Read more... )

is this another night of daylight ( Read more... )

last night was different....or rather I was....when the mist set in and my eyes flickered between open and gouged....before the clock struck the time of shadow....I was different I tell you...It wasn't me....for it was my reasons....my fault...so yes then....twas me ( Read more... )

911 state your emergency ( Read more... )

here i am ( Read more... )

ha. ha. i saw it coming. i told myself not to even smile. i sat with my phone in my hand waiting for the call. i saw it coming. i knew i wouldnt be allowed to get through it. i knew the world wanted one more laugh at the Court Jester. "if i could get out of these chains i swear ill kill you all" "ha. ha. make another mockery of him...oh Spartan ( Read more... )

from the words of Spartan ( Read more... )

it has been named.....the autopilot switch waiting to be flipped on. *click* no not genji. no not asphixia. but the one entrusted with loneliness. when all the others have left. it is him who closes my eyes at night. it is him who tells me when to take my book. i dont know if he would have sided with left or right. only that he stands in the center ( Read more... )

i dont feel alive...when im cut short and missing my perscription of misery. Ethan...Ethan who? ive asked that question so many times before. lock my childlike thoughts deep in the floorboards of myself. we'll be coming home real soon....but will i be pleased? i only pray dreams could last forever. but i dream the dreams that only those awake can ( Read more... )