This is so hard moving forth without "MAH" in my life anymore. I am having really hard days that come and go but at this point it is mostly that they are present with me for an hour or a few hours then they are off to leave me feeling ok again. I just want the sun to shine in my heart again, and I want to find that place in my heart that I used to ( Read more... )

I am not giving out specific names in this but I just needed to vent about how I feel about someone so I am putting it here ( Read more... )

Yes, I am still alive. :p I have just lost the desire to update about my life. Not that anything truly exciting is happening anymore, or worth blogging about. So, sorry, tis the way it goes. I love you my dear journal, but sometimes I am just not as creative and open about stuff as I can be at other times ( Read more... )

Today started off very nicely. We were really busy here at work, and I was full of energy. As the day has passed, I have become tired and it just keeps getting worse as the afternoon progresses. I think it is because it is slow and I am alone in the drive up at the moment, so I am bored. I have searched a couple of sites to the back of the websites ( Read more... )

It is spring! Woot! Yesterday was an awesome day! It was in the upper 60s and super sunny. I had my whole house open, and I even managed to get my back patio clean with the help of my mother-in-law. She helped give me some good ideas on what to do with the patio too, to make it look a little nicer ( Read more... )

I am taking a break from Second Life! I have had enough of it! The drama, the heart ache, the hours and hours I have put into it to only have every friend I made leave me because the guy my avatar was dating was "rude" to them. I am through with that God forsaken game for a while! Spring is around the corner and I am going to embrace it and enjoy ( Read more... )

I am thinking I am going to make my LJ friends only because I believe the last entry was read by someone I never thought would read it and it has caused there to be more distance between me and that person. I am not sorry for anything I said in my last entry, but at least those who know me know that I use my LJ for venting. I really dont mean harm ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I posted last on my LJ. Hmmm....perhaps I am lazy? Could be. Maybe it is the fact I have nothing to say....or maybe just nothing out of the ordinary ( Read more... )

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I only post anymore when I am upset. Go figure ( Read more... )