So as i read the liver cleanse, i realized that it says that you have to do the Kidney and Parasite cleanses FIRST, prior to the Liver Cleanse... so here is those two, for my reference. The Kidney Cleanse has too much shit involved.... am gonna have to do some shopping to do this one ( Read more... )

Your Expression Number is 7Very intelligent, you are usually thinking, introspecting, or analyzing ( Read more... )

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Unfortunately, i can't embed the video player here as i can on myspace, so here is the link to the video ( Read more... )

So, my X-girlfriend wants to be my friend. Now she wants to have a close friendship and be open about our relationship and I am supposed to be happy or interested in this. What a crock of shit. Three weeks ago, when i wanted an explanation, she didn't want to talk about it. When it was my birthday, she was too busy to be there for me and call ( Read more... )

So the day before yesterday, i told my X i was done talking with her entirely (for the second time). I don't know what i was thinking about allowing her back into my life and trying to hang out, but it wasn't what i know to be right. I started getting really anti-social again, missing her all the time, feeling depressed again, but at least this ( Read more... )

Wow, last night was the most fucked up night... well, since i found out my X had cheated on me, for sure. I went to her house as all my friends had other plans, and the people i had plans with just dicked me without even calling. I found her, some dude, and her best friend all rubbing on each other, high on Xtasy. The fucked up part is she told ( Read more... )

I am such an asshole... everytime i talk to her, i leave feeling sad again, and my anger melts away... i still love her so much i can't hold on to the anger. But at least i am feeling a new emotion i had thought i had forgotten or lost the capacity to feel: sadness. It is such a draining emotion, yet it is rather refreshing to feel something ( Read more... )

And everyone i talk to says i have to stop talking to her to be sane... why did i create this? When i think of the reality on that level, it just makes me hate myself more... as this is supposedly my miserable creation, right? I think i am going to go to counseling to help me deal with this all... fuck doing it for her... i am so over trying to ( Read more... )

you know, i know we are not even together, and i guess i have no right to be mad, but she keeps lying to me telling me she wants to work on her, to get her shit together, hinting we may have a future together, beating around the bush, telling me after i hear it from others that she wants an open relationship (to see and fuck who she wants), and now ( Read more... )