Its been a super long time, not that much has changed ( Read more... )

35 school days till graduation. wow ( Read more... )

There is some hope, or at least i think there is ( Read more... )

ah! such an avid poster ( Read more... )

Im so over everything
and everyone, every single person i really just ugh its so annoying
fuck maryland
fuck this house

i wish i could just find some one who understood
or even kinda understood, that would be nice
but i wont wish for nothing b.c it will never come true

guys suck, girls suck, people suck
fuck you!!!!!!!!

been awhile it seems. cant sleep, well i guess Im just not trying too hard ( Read more... )

Well its a new year, they say that means its a new start.. to be honest it doesn't feel so new or different but i made a promise to myself that this year would be different, with good change.. probably some bad too but mostly good ( Read more... )

as of this week, i am home schooled. its really kind of pathetic that i cant get through the actual school part. i know i have my reasons thats why i am going to continue to home school until spring ( Read more... )

Ah what's going on; i cant really seem to get all of this stuff going on and put it into something that even makes sense so its just jumbles ( Read more... )

In two days ill be 18 and i have just been thinking about everything, putting it into perspective and i still come out with wow! If you would have told me last year around this time that i would be in the state of mind that i am in now i think i would have told you, your fucking nuts. the thing is people did tell me everything would work out as ( Read more... )