Sex & Candy
Its been a super long time, not that much has changed.
schools out for now i guess, that is until summer school..yeah no graduation for me
im so bummed and feel so left out. its my fault so i cant be mad but i kinda wish some one understood. I guess its something i am going to have to deal with. Im really hoping that by the end of the summer ill be able to move and get an apartment out in the midwest, if i have to stay here i am seriously just going to be done.
mem. weekend was a success i guess, i mean i had a good time.. i always do
but for some reason things just feel like they have changed. but i also think that sense its been so long,( 5 months) sense i have got to see everyone that maybe the weekend wasn't long enough to get re acuainted or something who knows maybe things have changed.
either way i had fun. finally had a chance to party some its been too long.
now i have to go to summerschool for all of july so i feel like i have NO summer so i cant even be in a good mood. its probably going to be the worst summer ever and i have no one to blame. if it were just summer school i had to deal with then i might be okay but theres just so much going on i cant breathe. i just want to have fun but that's likely not going to happen.
north carolina is comming up and i guess im excited, not really as much as usual.. i know its going to be fun and all but seriously right after is when school starts back up and that blows i am so used to after nc going out to the midwest and having a good time out there. i guess there is always august but by then i can see no one wanting to do anything.
just shoot me. ill probably be on here alot this sucky summer well because everyone will be out having fun and ill be home in this exact position. fuck my life
schools out for now i guess, that is until summer school..yeah no graduation for me
im so bummed and feel so left out. its my fault so i cant be mad but i kinda wish some one understood. I guess its something i am going to have to deal with. Im really hoping that by the end of the summer ill be able to move and get an apartment out in the midwest, if i have to stay here i am seriously just going to be done.
mem. weekend was a success i guess, i mean i had a good time.. i always do
but for some reason things just feel like they have changed. but i also think that sense its been so long,( 5 months) sense i have got to see everyone that maybe the weekend wasn't long enough to get re acuainted or something who knows maybe things have changed.
either way i had fun. finally had a chance to party some its been too long.
now i have to go to summerschool for all of july so i feel like i have NO summer so i cant even be in a good mood. its probably going to be the worst summer ever and i have no one to blame. if it were just summer school i had to deal with then i might be okay but theres just so much going on i cant breathe. i just want to have fun but that's likely not going to happen.
north carolina is comming up and i guess im excited, not really as much as usual.. i know its going to be fun and all but seriously right after is when school starts back up and that blows i am so used to after nc going out to the midwest and having a good time out there. i guess there is always august but by then i can see no one wanting to do anything.
just shoot me. ill probably be on here alot this sucky summer well because everyone will be out having fun and ill be home in this exact position. fuck my life