hahaha! its been what.? two months since ive last written in here.. oh well. my life isnt as eventful as we all think it is and truthfully i either a.) havnet been able to update becuase i wastn able to get to the computer or b.) just dont really give a flying fuck about it. lmao. now that thats off my chest. i dont want anyone to take that ( Read more... )

today has been an interesting day.. i spent the night at pippas house and i woke up to mike wanting to go to McDonalds. We were driving around and surprisingly i didnt really talk to james barely at all today.. which kinda made me upset caused i missed him.. but right now im pissed so it doesnt matter ( Read more... )

the rain stopped but im still kinda sad inside.. you know, although last night was really pretty if anyone saw it. My progress report came in and im doing better in class than i thought, mostly A's and B's , if only the other time i wasnt so preoccupied with other thoughts. Im really worried that james wont come back to school, even though i kno ( Read more... )

school started and the first football game has come and gone (we lost 0-55) and things seem to be going ok.. i havent missed school but its still early and ive been doing all my homework and been able to still go out which is good.. but its only the beginning ( Read more... )

Can you believe that the summer is almost over? i mean it feels like there was only a couple of weeks to it and i cant even remember everything that happened from June to now... all that i know is that it has been a crazy ride.. LOL. i was able to meet new people and see some faces that ihavent saw.. but that also meant that first day coming back ( Read more... )

yea so anyways.. i got to see steve last night for the first time in like a week or so. Monica EMily and I met him at Lake Compounce at seven and then we followed him back to the house where he was staying and we met everyone there. but before that... em and monica and i were confused as to what the hell was going on with him cause suppposedly he ( Read more... )

i always give people advice and yet dont take it myself ( Read more... )

i just wanted to say that last night was a terrible night ( Read more... )

im feeling sad for all my other friends who are upset and arent enjoying the summer like they should. The summer is meant for new flings and new things... parties till three and plain fun.. but i guess its not all that.. its just a "break" from life.. where all we do is party. I want everyone to know that even though we may not talk much anymore ( ( Read more... )

wow i woke up this morning to some SERIOUS pms symptoms. i was crying while talking to my mom cause i didnt get my sister anything for her birthday. i always find a way to make things out worse than what they really are and i got worked up for nothing. She told me not to worry and that she would get me something to give her and that i could pay her ( Read more... )