Oct 16, 2005 19:06
the rain stopped but im still kinda sad inside.. you know, although last night was really pretty if anyone saw it. My progress report came in and im doing better in class than i thought, mostly A's and B's , if only the other time i wasnt so preoccupied with other thoughts. Im really worried that james wont come back to school, even though i kno its hard because hes really tired in the morning, you know? i just wish that there was something that i could do to help him, i dont want him to end up like justin. I love him and the chances of that happening are slim i know.. but the thoughts still bother me, me and him fight a lot and i dont know why anymore..its mostly about nonsense and i feel reallly bad in the end. I dont know . i just hope he knows that i love him...