ok...this maybe my last entry. It seems to me that the people I used to talk to are no longer talking to me. Therefore I am moving on, have a wonderful life, and all that shit. You know where to find me if necessary.

life fucking sucks without waking up to your face.

Have you ever been in love with the thought of someone else? the way they smile at you, or laugh. I am in a very bad place right now..today was worse than others. Its hard to know that the space between you grow apart more and more every day...I just hope that this time it will be different, that it will be the way it should be. Why is it that it ( Read more... )

here is an update of my not so perfect situation...

maybe I better not go into it on live journal.

fuck...I am so messed up right now!!! I need to smoke a whole pack of butts!

my heart aches,
I hate it here,
I cant go to Gainsville dut to the fact that I have to work. Everyone else is on vacation, but me.
My dad wont talk to me,
I am broke,
I am tired,
I cant sleep,
The summer is almost here, and I have no plans.
Life is fucking with me right now.
When will I get mine?

We are both trembling ( Read more... )

ok so Andrea moved back home last week so that she can do her internship and then she graduates in august...i missed her so much. We got to thinking about all my crazy fucked up situations and came to the conclusion that maybe I should think of the possibility of Gainsville. Anyway I am going within the next two wekks or so for a show in Orlando, ( Read more... )

Ben moved in today...and Mike is finally out of my life. Now I no longer have any connections to my past and that part of my life is over. I feel good, like a weight has been lifted of my shoulders. Now if I could just figure out what the hell I am doing in my love life?

I go around and around with the same shit ( Read more... )