May 11, 2003 13:32
I go around and around with the same shit...
its wrong what I am doing I just dont have the balls to say no to you.
I am screaming behind this smile of mine
and behind the smile the tears are falling.
Why does everything that happens to me have to bad???
Why cant you just be with out other circumstances?
I want to wrap my arms around you and tell tell you that I am utterly in love with the thought of you...it makes me sad to know that the right thing to do is just let go...but then I think of you and maybe your not interested and you are looking for a way out of the situation and that makes my heart stop....how fucking sick am I?