Things were going ok in the middle of summer, now, I get hit with a lot of shit all in one day. So Katherine "loves" me, but wants space. For what reason? I pushed too much when she first got to college. Again, Sean fucks up because his jealousy over-ruled logic. I don't really take to breaks well, probably because i've never had one. I don't ( Read more... )

Such a worhtless fucking state with worthless fucking people. there are obvious exceptions, but other than that I can't believe some people. Everyone is so fucking selfish it makes me sick. if i'm not pleasing them or doing something they want, then i'm pissing them off. I try to escape the drama, but the most worthless person of all lives in ( Read more... )

I found piece of mind, I'm feeling good again ( Read more... )

Ok, so i'm driving home, and I see these 2 cops on the other side of the road. Well as soon as I drive by (slightly speeding) one of the cops takes off to the middle of the road to turn around. But apparently he didn't want me to see him, cuz he didn't turn on his lights right away. Well my exit was 3 miles away, so what'd I do? I dropped to ( Read more... )

One more thing. I want to dissapear. Like I did back a few months ago when I first started working, people said I dissapeared. I liked my life then. ya, that's it

Ok, it's 4am. Why am I up? Mild case of insomnia. Just mild. I mean, i'm tired, but my mind hasn't slown down to that idling point where you just feeling like closing your eyes and letting nature take over. I'm listening to country music again. Mostly thanks to Tom (the big hick w/ his pick-up truck, lol) Work is going well. I'm slowly ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a while since I've really posted something. I'll work on changing that when I get back from work. Lot's to update

Well now, many things have changed as of recently that just make me say: I Rock. Let me explain ( Read more... )

Never fall in love. it's pointless and in the end, can only be used against you. instead. work, buy things for yourself, build happiness off things that are yours, and don't base it in others.

that, or don't fall for the wrong person.

Just to see you smile, i'd do anything that you wanted me to. When all is said and done, i never count the cost, it's worst all that's lost. Just to see you smile.