well hell another day in the life of Sean
Things were going ok in the middle of summer, now, I get hit with a lot of shit all in one day. So Katherine "loves" me, but wants space. For what reason? I pushed too much when she first got to college. Again, Sean fucks up because his jealousy over-ruled logic. I don't really take to breaks well, probably because i've never had one. I don't agree with breaks. They never end up being breaks because someone always realizes that they're better off alone. Sadly, this time it won't be me. Trying to drink away my troubles tonight (deja-vu), and tomorrow night, and the next night, then Sleep labor-day and then work my ass off every day to make money and keep my mind off the fact that Katherine isn't going to want me back. Too many reasons to not give "us" a try. why do i always have to fuck up the good stuff? i can't figure it out. At least with my new line of work, I can afford things like food, and clothes, and parts for my car.
can't help but say i saw it coming
can't help but say i saw it coming