I had a flashback. i was in a mood to write & i was just about to press that familiar update button when I thought of seventh grade. the first time i got a Live journal. it was with ana. sometime during the social studies fair. any ways. all i remember was that i just thought wow. how can this be of any use. and look at me know. just kinda made me ( Read more... )

my hearts pounding and it wont stop.
yeah and i dont know why. i have no reason too.
my life is made out for me to easy. to easy that i dont have a reason to get angry
because im a selfish person
because i know what i want, but i dont know who i am
im to scared to talk because i know that if i did they might make fun of me.
because i never make goals to ( Read more... )

so here i am finally ( Read more... )

=)
how do you know when to stop
to give up hope.
to realize that it was ment for you to move on
for you to let go because it was the right thing to do
.what if you were wrong
what if you kept on working at it until you had it just right
what the fucking if?

i was anxious ( Read more... )

ive been non-stop talking about ( Read more... )

so yeah theres this girl ( Read more... )

i wait everynight for that call ( Read more... )

GOOODBYE

because im scared scared shitless.

&& apparently theres gonna be alot of telling tonight

and im not ready not at all. ♥ =/

im afraid to say that its happening ( Read more... )