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i was anxious,
what if they hated me,
or they never wanted to see me agian,
i was the one that left.
they shouldn't be nice to me
after all i flat out left them
not one word from me for almost 10 months
and i regret every moment of not visiting them
why didnt i visit
because of that silly reason that my mind is saying
or because i thought i had no chance
i had no chance agianst these other girls
they were perfect in every way
no way could i have kept up to their ways.
but when i went back
they were there, were i left them
just waiting
and there were no looks, no words, just hugs
hugs that i never knew i missed so much
and they remembered me,
and encouragement me to come back
and maybe i will
but i quit because i planned to achieve something
and when i come back i want to come back as a new stronger person
and by my birthday ill be back
because i owe it to them and to myself
because when i was with them everything went away
it all dissappeared; i was in a different world
different environtment, a better one in fact
it was positive, full of happiness
and i miss it all, and so what if i must go through
the struggles, i dont care because
in the end i know ill end up
with people that when i see them ten years from know
ill be able to say those people right there
yeah those were the people that changed my life
and i got hugs and kisses
and i didnt even give them a goodbye
but thats all gonna change
because ive decided and its final
what ever it taked
im gonna do what i must do so i can go back
what if they hated me,
or they never wanted to see me agian,
i was the one that left.
they shouldn't be nice to me
after all i flat out left them
not one word from me for almost 10 months
and i regret every moment of not visiting them
why didnt i visit
because of that silly reason that my mind is saying
or because i thought i had no chance
i had no chance agianst these other girls
they were perfect in every way
no way could i have kept up to their ways.
but when i went back
they were there, were i left them
just waiting
and there were no looks, no words, just hugs
hugs that i never knew i missed so much
and they remembered me,
and encouragement me to come back
and maybe i will
but i quit because i planned to achieve something
and when i come back i want to come back as a new stronger person
and by my birthday ill be back
because i owe it to them and to myself
because when i was with them everything went away
it all dissappeared; i was in a different world
different environtment, a better one in fact
it was positive, full of happiness
and i miss it all, and so what if i must go through
the struggles, i dont care because
in the end i know ill end up
with people that when i see them ten years from know
ill be able to say those people right there
yeah those were the people that changed my life
and i got hugs and kisses
and i didnt even give them a goodbye
but thats all gonna change
because ive decided and its final
what ever it taked
im gonna do what i must do so i can go back