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[uhh_ohh_loves]

ive been non-stop talking about
ever since break started.
&& to come to realize that i meant the total opposite
that i really did want it... and all that nonsense
&& all that bad talking was just a cover up for my mind
so that i wanted myself to think that it wasnt like me to want it bad
but really i think... deep down. no i know... that its what i want.
for this jolly-oh-christmas holiday.

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