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so here i am finally...
typing my thoughts, rambling on about things that
dont make no sense at all
i know. ive been avoiding writing an entry for quite some time
because when i finally want to click that update button i get second thoughts
i think wait what if, what might happen if blah blah blah.
♥
well the fact that i cant remember what happened a week ago
comes to show you that this experience or what we like to call it
"OUR eigth grade year" isnt that important
if you look at it, everyday is the same, goes that same
so what really makes it more special or more better than last year
nothing.
its all the same, were all the same.
so cheer up because were almost through it
♥
&& no, i am not perfect, never will be, nor will i ever try
but you arent either, and nor will you ever be,
so why so much effort. im sorry that this is the way it has come out to be
but there was a purpose for it to come out this way
so be happy for what you got, for what you have, and for whats to come
♥
so today i was dragged along to central park to run some laps.
but i didnt want to so i didnt i sat there on a bench next to a lake
and i sat there trying to think what i have to improve, what i need to change, what needs to be done
and all that popped up is how i must be different, how i need to start over.
how tomorow is when im gonna start my diet, tomorow im gonna do my homework and to
just forget the past and start over
but ive tried that approach and it never worked and it will never
because im always that girl wholl rather sit there than be the center of attention
im the person to say somehting when its neccesary
im the one that is going to keep all her emotions, thoughts, problems
inside until its gonna over pour. then shell cry in her room.
im the kind of person that wants to be better than others, to always improve.
to always be the over achiever. im always going to try
but thats who i am and i cant change myself.
and i always try to be different. but im not
and this is who i am. and if you dont like it go away
♥
look at your life, either you hate it or you love it
but you dont see how lucky we all are
we take so much for granted its sad
we get what we want, we are who we are, we are us.
and even if your the most hated or the most loved your exactly alike.
we all have the same tactics, mostly all the same goals
and what we have to realize we arent as smart as the other or as dumb we allthink the same.
so dont be foooled we are all the same person.
steph.
typing my thoughts, rambling on about things that
dont make no sense at all
i know. ive been avoiding writing an entry for quite some time
because when i finally want to click that update button i get second thoughts
i think wait what if, what might happen if blah blah blah.
♥
well the fact that i cant remember what happened a week ago
comes to show you that this experience or what we like to call it
"OUR eigth grade year" isnt that important
if you look at it, everyday is the same, goes that same
so what really makes it more special or more better than last year
nothing.
its all the same, were all the same.
so cheer up because were almost through it
♥
&& no, i am not perfect, never will be, nor will i ever try
but you arent either, and nor will you ever be,
so why so much effort. im sorry that this is the way it has come out to be
but there was a purpose for it to come out this way
so be happy for what you got, for what you have, and for whats to come
♥
so today i was dragged along to central park to run some laps.
but i didnt want to so i didnt i sat there on a bench next to a lake
and i sat there trying to think what i have to improve, what i need to change, what needs to be done
and all that popped up is how i must be different, how i need to start over.
how tomorow is when im gonna start my diet, tomorow im gonna do my homework and to
just forget the past and start over
but ive tried that approach and it never worked and it will never
because im always that girl wholl rather sit there than be the center of attention
im the person to say somehting when its neccesary
im the one that is going to keep all her emotions, thoughts, problems
inside until its gonna over pour. then shell cry in her room.
im the kind of person that wants to be better than others, to always improve.
to always be the over achiever. im always going to try
but thats who i am and i cant change myself.
and i always try to be different. but im not
and this is who i am. and if you dont like it go away
♥
look at your life, either you hate it or you love it
but you dont see how lucky we all are
we take so much for granted its sad
we get what we want, we are who we are, we are us.
and even if your the most hated or the most loved your exactly alike.
we all have the same tactics, mostly all the same goals
and what we have to realize we arent as smart as the other or as dumb we allthink the same.
so dont be foooled we are all the same person.
steph.