competancies! shit there is so much god damn work to do... must do it, with all the added hours and stress there is a lot of temptation to eat with my classmates... got home at 10 pm tonight. at school people ordered pizza all together... I didn't eat any... it was hard.. I thought I might, but realized when I eventually regretted it there would be ( Read more... )

ughh... ok so if you read yesterdays entry this is the follow up. Ok so after that horrible horrible b/p session I was feeling horrible all day headache eye pain, trembling dizziness the whole nine yeards for the rest of the day. anyway it made me not hungry for the rest of the night because I felt so sick. But then at like 1130 I was just ( Read more... )

I just can't do this anymore. I don't even know why I do it half the time, since I am not usually feeling very hungry. I usually don't have a hard time purging at all, but what I just went through was aweful. I had to keep drinking more water and going back... at one point it just stopped and I knew there was more... I felt myself pleading with ( Read more... )

Hey! I woke up today to a plesant surprise 132.5 yes! and not to be gross, but after I weighed myself I drank a large cup of tea, and then I had to "go". I couldn't tell the exact loss because of the weight of the water from the tea but I am guessing it would at least get me to 132 flat. I just went and knocked on some wood. I am scared I'll stop ( Read more... )

Hey I don't have too much to say today other than during one of my labs when we had to do an abdominal exam, and my partner ( a different one then last time) was like holy crap you are so skinny I can feel everything (we were palpating for organs) it made me feel acomplished, also in the same lab we checked our glucose levels. mine was 71, the ( Read more... )

Ok well. My weight loss seems to be concrete as I have not gained any back, however I didn't lose today. I was hoping so bad that I would.. I know thats asking allot since I should be thankful for the few that got knocked off this week, but I long for a world of quicker, faster, thinner... immediate gratification. I don't generally feel too ( Read more... )

How exciting! I lost again this morning 133.5 . I guess increased blood pressure aint so bad after all! heh..probably means my metab is up and my body is working well. I haven't been very dizzy, but I haven't been eating more? who knows ( Read more... )

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Here's my progress tell me what you think:
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Question for my friends

Have any of you ever seen a psych nurse practitioner or clinical nurse specialist? If so what was your perception of your experience, how often did you see her/him?

Also did you recieve a good amount of therapy or did you feel you just got meds.

Just wondering