"do it again and i'll slit your fucking throat ( Read more... )

i love the life i'm on the verge of having :) no one is going to be hovering over me all the time, griping about how my boots aren't as shiny as they could be, or that i have a strand of hair protruding from my bun (god forbid). and then i have to be all fake and act like i give a shit "oh gosh... thank you SO much for telling me, i'll fix it right ( Read more... )

i'm trying so hard to just be your friend, like you say you want. i know i do a good job, and it takes a lot of discipline to maintain the appearance that i genuinely am over you. in all actuality, you have ruined me for any other girl, ever. tonight, i was just trying to keep being your friend. i try not to bring up controversial issues that make ( Read more... )

i honestly do not understand why i like the people i do. or why i fucking try so goddamn hard to make it work with them. especially when they OOOOBVIOUSLY don't give a shit whether i'm around or not.. or appear that way, at least. i mean, i know you tell me you only are distant because you're afraid to get close... but how is it that you are nicer ( Read more... )

Story time ( Read more... )

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unfazed

unfazed by your words

by the depth, regrets buried in the depth

of your eyes

by the wrath of the math when one plus one yields three

.....three?

you...inquire

you suspect, reject, object

in retrospect..

i'm the maker of this mess

placed the target on my head

thirty paces, strung my bow and fired

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now i'm even more motivated to get out of the military and move to NY ( Read more... )

"you know who you look like ( Read more... )

Anna and I spent all day together today... it was so fun! She has grown up so much, it's crazy. I can't believe she's only 1 or 2 inches shorter than me! First, her, my dad, and I all drove to my mother's house and stole Rachel's car cause she wouldn't let me use it haha. After that, Anna and I went to get coffee and Thai food for lunch... her ( Read more... )

wrote my first song to completion.... best. feeling. ever.

yes, it's about her. and no, its not a stupid love song. but yes, she is inspiring.