Finals are next week. I am dying.

I'm trying gluten-free now! It's so hard to monitor, though. I think I keep messing up accidentally. Cassandra is super supportive and learning how to bake gluten-free. She's taking more initiative than I am! I can tell she genuinely cares when she does little things like that. It warms my heart :)

A few new projects I have in mind after I move in ( Read more... )

Studying Calculus is quite a difficult task to focus on. I'd rather be doing almost anything else, right now. Also - next semester can I have a teacher who speaks English?

Tuesdays were my favorite. I'd get to see her for two hours. Even though we didn't talk much, there was some connection. Maybe it wasn't attraction, or love, or friendship; but it was something ( Read more... )

Yesterday.... I honestly didn't do much besides go to class and help cook for Thanksgivegan (which was tonight). It was a really good day, though. OY! I got tickets for 6 bucks a piece to see Ethel on Saturday night! It's a string quartet and I'm so stoked :D I need some music in my life - it brings peace to my heart and my mind. What else, what ( Read more... )

Since the Art of Living workshop two weeks ago, I've been doing my breathing exercises every day and have noticed SUCH a difference in myself. My mind is clear, I'm not quick to judge, patience comes easily, and interacting with people seems to be more organic and true. I feel like I'm not faking emotions/reactions in social situations as much, ( Read more... )

You're my best friend. Even late into the night, when you stay behind everyone else just to sit on the couch with me in conversation broken with comfortable silence, we're still only friends. We lightly trace the outline of each others hands; my heart is pushing itself into you through my fingertips. As I look into your eyes, I know you're hesitant ( Read more... )

Maybe I should stop telling the truth so often. Then again, maybe you should stop making super fast decisions without really thinking about them. Or at least express yourself tactfully. Or maybe not impose your uncertainty on other people who care about you. That might do the trick.

I've been thinking a lot about why I let people opt to not commit to me. This seems to be a fairly consistent pattern throughout my life. On one hand, when I like someone and they make me happy, obviously I want to be with them - even if it means I can't have all of them. When this happens, I tend to have an expectation that things will work out ( Read more... )

Or cat... rather. Kanoa has been practicing her skills as an alarm clock, lately. Her initial methods were pouncing on my toes and attempting to tear them to shreds. Definitely not the most pleasant thing to wake up to. Thank goodness it's winter and I have two thick blankets of protection. Now, she's moved on to crawling under my covers and ( Read more... )