I AM: chris ( Read more... )

so, i have 5 days till summer for me is over. its been ok. hasn't been fantastic or anything, but its been something. i've gone through a few changes, made new friends, lost girlfriend, finnaly got a fucking job, got closer to some old friends. its been ok...but really ok :-) haven't gone to the hospital yet, so maybe i'll be able to get ( Read more... )

little more time left before school starts. hopefully it'll be fun. probably not though. jackon 5 rocks. peace.

lately i've been just chillen. when i wrote that last post, i was speaking about how i've not been able to handle the last 2 gf's ive had, and how i "let go of them" and that i wished i hadn't. i still think about michelle every once in a while, but i realize somethings now and i was wrong in what i did, but i'm moving on. with donna now, every ( Read more... )

i've always tried to tell myself that i don't regret very many things i've done in my life, but now, i really wish that i could go back and change a good deal of what i've done....but i can't :-\

ok, thanks for the support people. i have a job now, i make money, its rad. i'm gonna be 20 in 4 days....sweet i guess. i have this feeling that after i turn 21, birthdays aren't gonna mean much afterwards. but i know in reality, thats not the case, but 20 is a pretty lame birthday. your not a teenager anymore, your "growing up" blah blah, you ( Read more... )

.......and the fucked up thing is, i still fucking love her :-(

i guess thats all that needs to be said

lately, i've been really lacking on this whole livejournal shit. maybe i need to wake up and realize man..maybe

i know you'd like to think your shit don't stank but lean a lil bit closer n' see that roses really smell like poo poo...

man, they are so fucking good........=w=

heheheheheheheheheheheheheeheh......:-)