okay, whats goin on. its almost 7 am saturday the 15th of october, and i'm wide awake. been up since 10 am yesterday. should i pull an all-nighter? not gonna happen, gotta have the sleep, even bigger day comin up with the sun. again, i made a fool of myself tonight, in front of donna. this keeps happening. not even sure how to explain it, ( Read more... )

of the few things i regret, why does something so wonderful have to be one of them. one of the biggest mistakes ever.

I want to pull a move that resembles Jimmy Stewart. I want to give her the look that makes her knees buckle, and her heart race. Oh to acompish that which seems so out of reach, so inconquerable would be bliss. But if I succeded what would I miss. Would I feel the burning and the hiss, of so many feelings I can't explain, or am I meant to see ( Read more... )

one fall the leaves decided not to change. i'd never seen that before. when i walked past my old house in the spring the yard was still covered in giant red and brown leaves. it was something to remember, a moment that seemed clear as day, but would never make sense. that happens so much, something that you see and know but you can't make sense ( Read more... )

i'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me.

shorts aren't in yet, but skirts over your jeans with no boxers on is hot. here are some pictures from superbowl....a very super bowl indeed ;-)

http://photobucket.com/albums/v202/tymyshoe/superbowl/

well, not much been happenin. my elbow is healing very well, and i should be skating again in about a month. for those who dont' know, i dislocated my elbow about 5 days before christmas(yes, skateboarding). while that has been healing, my life has been drama drama drama, and its bullshit. i've got to put an end to it, and i'm doin that ( Read more... )

it really sucks to be making lunch in the kitchen, then all of the sudden you realize that you are a piece of shit, and there's not much to do about it. this has been, without a doubt, the worst fucking christmas/new year/holiday ever. maybe if you dont let yourself build up to something, you cant be let down. or is it how important things can be ( Read more... )

not too much has been happenin, as always. my job is fucking great, i'm coughing up a lung from the cigs i've been smoking, and i got spun on crystal meth about a month ago(that shit was fuckin rad, but i'm not dumb enough to get addicted). man, my life is borring, no wonder i haven't updated this shit in a while, i got nothing to say. later.

this is kinda cool, i like how this guy thinks. www.buddyhead.com ( Read more... )