recap
okay, whats goin on. its almost 7 am saturday the 15th of october, and i'm wide awake. been up since 10 am yesterday. should i pull an all-nighter? not gonna happen, gotta have the sleep, even bigger day comin up with the sun. again, i made a fool of myself tonight, in front of donna. this keeps happening. not even sure how to explain it, mixed emotions, but overwhelming emotions none the less. so i could say i was being honest, which i was and try to be in everything i do. but how far does that get you, especially when your drunk! dont' try this at home kids, it leaves you with nothing but a sense of regret that you didn't "play it cool" and just let it ride. now i'm not saying fuck honesty, thats one thing the world needs more of. the unfortunate part of it is, is that what i want to acomplish doesnt' seem to ever be understood by anyone. ok that sounds selfish and fucked off. but really though i'm so confused. people help me, tell me what i need to do. she's amazing. comments welcome. g'morning!